Along the line of darkness

Along the line of darkness into the unknown I’m wonderingI’m wanderingan invisible pathBorn withoutLost in a world that is inherently lost.All its purpose and goal,Artificial. I’m now/here.Unfolding into nothing, into transience.Into a void that is swallowing me, it’s swallowing everything around me.I’m dying, but I’m not.You’re dying, but you’re not.Not even is there truth within.… Continue reading Along the line of darkness

The Shift

She’s intensely vibrating, radiating what is, into every corner of life, nowhere left to hide. From a human interpretation, it could be perceived as rage and destruction, but it’s not. It’s the flavor of a total transformation, a shift into an entirely new paradigm that cannot even be imagined through the filters of the old… Continue reading The Shift

Dark Delight

There is beauty that will kill you.It’s determined to kill you.A beauty that will make you forgetEverything.Give upAll.It will deprive you of your dreams,Nightmares and sweet illusions.All you ever wanted to live for,feared to live for,It will leave youRaw. Naked. Vulnerable.There’s no approach to thisBeautyWhile you are disguised behind lies.The lies of belief.The lies of… Continue reading Dark Delight

Heatwave

Greeting from Africa, surrounding you with the lonely and desperate silence of death, in the vastness of the desert, Sahara. Last breaths under the burning sun, dust and sand in the eyes, in the mouth, in the lungs. Burned skin. It’s traveling over the Mediterranean Sea, carrying desert sands, absorbing and transporting the nameless but… Continue reading Heatwave

Instant #0

There is a space where I don’t exist,I am lost.I can’t go there, no-one can go thereJust nowhere to enterNo matter how deeply I search,No matter how deeply I crave,No matter I,I am not.I, falling apart,I did not vanish,I did never existI am dreamt existence.Dreaming in lucidity,Dwelling in shapes like made of fluid, colored glass,Gazing… Continue reading Instant #0

Beyond I

There is feeling,and I don’t feel.I am dead,and this is absolute vibrancy.All longing is the past,and there is no future at all.All I am is tired,and all there is is awakening.Beauty expanding beyond form,melting with decay and death.Darkness is all the source,birthing the light forever.Inhaling the collapse with every breath,and ever exhaling the growth.All I… Continue reading Beyond I

The Dawn

Almost unbearable sensation of beauty,it seems like death has already happened,a past event from the future,eternal imagination.It was always – IStanding betweenvibrancy and life One may awaken through a nightmare,a kiss,an alarm clock,sunrays dancing on one’s face,falling out of the bed,the dawn of irrelevanceof time and space. The sharp line between inside and outsideblurs,dissolves,And I… Continue reading The Dawn

Gateway into the void

When the personal identity is facing the terrifying appearing shift into the unknown, ready to be taken into its abyss, ready to be transcended, leaving behind its familiar beliefs, a threat to the framed mind and physical existence, then sometimes even suicidal thoughts can temporary arise. The world seems to fall apart, and nothing seems… Continue reading Gateway into the void

Dark Nights of the Soul

This realm of numbness,your daily life,a vision of reality seen through veiled eyes.Dazzling colors of grey,faking a truth of joy and pleasure and happinessand purpose –while the dark nights are full of loneliness and desperation.You cry your blurred eyes out,tears of hope, wishful thinking, desire, dreams.Unseen, unknown, unshared.As dark as the night, as unseen and… Continue reading Dark Nights of the Soul