She’s intensely vibrating, radiating what is, into every corner of life, nowhere left to hide. From a human interpretation, it could be perceived as rage and destruction, but it’s not. It’s the flavor of a total transformation, a shift into an entirely new paradigm that cannot even be imagined through the filters of the old… Continue reading The Shift
Category: Kundalini
Dark Delight
There is beauty that will kill you.It’s determined to kill you.A beauty that will make you forgetEverything.Give upAll.It will deprive you of your dreams,Nightmares and sweet illusions.All you ever wanted to live for,feared to live for,It will leave youRaw. Naked. Vulnerable.There’s no approach to thisBeautyWhile you are disguised behind lies.The lies of belief.The lies of… Continue reading Dark Delight
The Dawn
Almost unbearable sensation of beauty,it seems like death has already happened,a past event from the future,eternal imagination.It was always – IStanding betweenvibrancy and life One may awaken through a nightmare,a kiss,an alarm clock,sunrays dancing on one’s face,falling out of the bed,the dawn of irrelevanceof time and space. The sharp line between inside and outsideblurs,dissolves,And I… Continue reading The Dawn
Gateway into the void
When the personal identity is facing the terrifying appearing shift into the unknown, ready to be taken into its abyss, ready to be transcended, leaving behind its familiar beliefs, a threat to the framed mind and physical existence, then sometimes even suicidal thoughts can temporary arise. The world seems to fall apart, and nothing seems… Continue reading Gateway into the void
Interim
Here you are now, naked in front of me – or do I face my naked self?Before, you were not aware where it’s heading and what it’s about. And now, it is still far less clear. With cold eyes, I’m looking at you, but you can’t read a Mu in them, they don’t give you… Continue reading Interim
Beyond gravity
All movement is turning into stillstandAnd stillness pervades all movementThis seems like the endBut no one to knowAnymore and ever again Looking back – from emergence into collapseBut there’s no starting pointAnd collapse seems just another word for emergence Where vibrancy is devouring all boundariesTurning itself into unbearable blissNo one survives
A Bathtub full of Acid
Dissolving into the unknownMysteryWhere I have no name anymoreAttachment to this physical worldVanishingI have no groundNo reasonNowhereTo stay to remain to goIt’s overIt’s startingEverything lostAnd arisingWhat I cannot comprehendCannot nameWho am II am thatI am not
A piece of bliss
Your mind is confused, where did yesterday disappear to? Yesterday she was still there, warm and soft, and today everything is empty. No approval, no attention, no tenderness. Only oblivion. It’s not true anyway, you don’t know for a long time what to believe outside of what you’ve learned to think. Your world is an… Continue reading A piece of bliss
Phoenix
Down, on the very ground, covered by the white ashes remaining from the inferno that burnt down everything. Everything I was. Everything I thought to be. Everything you thought I was. Everything I believed in. Everything I hoped for. Everything I dreamt of. Be it the wild glorious and dark pessimistic dreams of the future,… Continue reading Phoenix
Testimony – Facing infinity
Kundalini is an extreme force during the last weeks, more extreme than it was ever before. Leaving aside the permanent energy rushes and electric impulse in the body its activity in the head opens realms that really alter the mind, brain, and perception. Any impulse to take control over the process crashes against the limitation… Continue reading Testimony – Facing infinity