Doorwall

You walk through this door, and you are certain, there is a door, to get in, to get out, to get through. The path seemed so clear, what was clearly your soul, your spirit tribe, guided you, prepared you, since incarnations. You heard, you answered the call. It could not lead to any other place,… Continue reading Doorwall

Desire and Attachment

It’s said that desire, craving, longing is the root of suffering. But desire, in its rawness, rather appears to be a very intense expression of aliveness, with unique qualities. Suffering might arise when desire is attached to achieve the imaginary, that, what is not real.Desire, in its essence, is part of the unfolding life, life… Continue reading Desire and Attachment

Logic

Logic is a method of cognition, a method to look at information and process it, a function the brain provides. It has nothing to do with “reality” or “truth”. but is rather part of creating/processing “reality”, based on causal perception and interpretation. Reality is a paradox. It is and is not. It’s a product of… Continue reading Logic

Instant #3 -Mystery

This is the sound, this is the scent, this is the sight. Different names separate direct vibrant experience from you that travels through your sensory and nervous system, exchanging and merging information. There is a mystery around you that you try to grasp, but all of your attempts end up at blurred edges, where they… Continue reading Instant #3 -Mystery

Fragment #5 – The Box

The conceptual world, usually mistaken for “reality”, is of huge fragmentation and everything is separated through names and affiliations from each other. This apparent world is not real, it exists just as an imaginary mind map – while the landscape just is. And it isn’t even a landscape because nothing can be seen, be traveled,… Continue reading Fragment #5 – The Box

Home

The beginning does never endAnd no end ever beginsNature, so alien and mysteriousYet utterly familiarI hear, although sound doesn’t reach my earsLight, invisible to my eyesIlluminatingUnknown Here, now, nowhereAm I emerging?Am I declining?In this presenceAll becomes oneWhile I become fragmentedI am assimilated Now, in another world, desert of the otherTransient creatures of the mindLonging for… Continue reading Home

Fragment #2

A specific characteristic of human beings is their ability to identify with their perception and to perceive themselves as separate from it. Identification makes perception and sensation highly personal. By their nature, perception and sensation are momentary impressions and phenomena that are processed and interpreted by the central nervous system and the brain. Perception is… Continue reading Fragment #2

Fragment #1

It is an ordinary day, in this avatar, on this planet. Ordinary means, “out there” appears hectic confusion, moving diffusely, scattered, wandering in here, out there, through the neuronal pathways – generating “aha”, “oha” – briefly traversing the nervous system, only to ramify again in the ether, in the grid of the matrix, vibrating frequency,… Continue reading Fragment #1

Chasing Phantoms

The gaze follows a shadow, in diverse gray. It leads into a blurred memory, a presumed origin of existence. Long ago, the shadow was given a name. A name, full of expectation for an imaginary future. For an idea to manifest in flesh and blood. This idea, this name, this expectation became personality, identity. Identity… Continue reading Chasing Phantoms