Along the line of darkness into the unknown I’m wonderingI’m wanderingan invisible pathBorn withoutLost in a world that is inherently lost.All its purpose and goal,Artificial. I’m now/here.Unfolding into nothing, into transience.Into a void that is swallowing me, it’s swallowing everything around me.I’m dying, but I’m not.You’re dying, but you’re not.Not even is there truth within.… Continue reading Along the line of darkness
Category: Abyss
Into the event horizon
Anything we hope for, fear or worry about has already happened, it’s just not yet on our event horizon. When we look into the stars we look into the past, millions of years ago. Our births have not yet happened where and when we look into this void, while in the imagined presence of such… Continue reading Into the event horizon
Dark Delight
There is beauty that will kill you.It’s determined to kill you.A beauty that will make you forgetEverything.Give upAll.It will deprive you of your dreams,Nightmares and sweet illusions.All you ever wanted to live for,feared to live for,It will leave youRaw. Naked. Vulnerable.There’s no approach to thisBeautyWhile you are disguised behind lies.The lies of belief.The lies of… Continue reading Dark Delight
Gateway into the void
When the personal identity is facing the terrifying appearing shift into the unknown, ready to be taken into its abyss, ready to be transcended, leaving behind its familiar beliefs, a threat to the framed mind and physical existence, then sometimes even suicidal thoughts can temporary arise. The world seems to fall apart, and nothing seems… Continue reading Gateway into the void
The Expulsion from Paradise
In exile, far away from everything and everyone who meant something in your life.The pain of loss is unbearable, your heart broke severely. The world became a homeless place, a place without love, a place without warmth.Banishment and separation.You took the pain of the war zones with youThe war with youThe war is withinAn inner… Continue reading The Expulsion from Paradise
A Bathtub full of Acid
Dissolving into the unknownMysteryWhere I have no name anymoreAttachment to this physical worldVanishingI have no groundNo reasonNowhereTo stay to remain to goIt’s overIt’s startingEverything lostAnd arisingWhat I cannot comprehendCannot nameWho am II am thatI am not
Out/Insight
There is nowhere to go.The door that opens, you cannot pass through it.This new world forces you to leave everything behind if you want to enter it, to experience its magic.And while you are still thinking about it, it happens to you: you have no choice. It draws you in magnetically, but there is no… Continue reading Out/Insight
Towards
No space anymore to do what I want.All I want dies slowly into oblivion.The personal will becomes a toothless lion.Survival power overtaken, now starve under the hot, radiant sun.What do you want, lion? Animal you are. Forget about yourself. It’s over. For you. Nothing remains. Just the sun. Just the sun.Under my wings, you’ll find… Continue reading Towards
New Entry
Lost amidst fading familiar orientation, countless circuits in your brain have completely detached; and without contact, they reach into the void. All information is slowly lost, the old knowledge, the old programs no longer make sense. On top of this you stand, you twist in circles full of dizziness, it spins you in circles until… Continue reading New Entry
Homo Homini Lupus
With all your might you kick him in the face. His teeth break and blood gushes from his mouth. His agonized groan reminds you to kick immediately to make it stop quickly. The audible crack reaches your mind in that brief moment, telling you that his jawbone is broken. As if in a frenzy, you… Continue reading Homo Homini Lupus