Category: Abyss

Seven Deadly Sins – Wrath

Face me!I am a raging wildfireblindly destroying.Pain for pain, eye for an eye,lethal revenge.I am cold hatred, that will paralyse youAnd freeze you to death,Toxic lava, running through your veins,that will roll over you,scorch every inch of your skin,of your mindbury you, all of youunder furious fires Ignore me, and I will slowly turninto cancerdeep… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Wrath

Seven Deadly Sins – Sloth

I don’t remember when exactlyBut I drownedThere’s just a light memoryOf vibrancy, of curiosityAnd then it turned into a heavy block,Black painted oblivionSuppression, depressiontied around my legs pulling me downTied around my throatSo I just can breathe as much as to survive It all turned into pointlessnessI don’t careI don’t feel anythingutter dullnessI’ve lost itI’m… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Sloth

Seven Deadly Sins – Greed

It has never been enough,not me, not for me.Everything I hoard,possess, obsessEverything I amCarries the signature of scarcity I needI need a lotI crave a lotI’m a beggarA thiefI was not born like thisI was raised by beggars, thievesFrom a lineage of scarcitySubstantial, threatening emptinessfor them, abundance is all about possession I adhere to, I… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Greed

Certainty

Shifting, here, thereoverwhelming is the unknownScared, you face how everything gets out of controlSurrender, resistance?You have no choiceInside you is a warWhere do I belong to?It takes youAnd wherever it takes youYou areYou can not be anywhere elseNo other time And based on your belief and conditioningThe place you are defines what isRight and wrong… Continue reading Certainty

Seven Deadly Sins – Gluttony

The center of emptinessBut there is no centerIt’s a bottomless holeThe utter terror of unheard needsdeprived of loving nurture and a warm environmentborn into starvationIt’s swallowing me for as long as I rememberSo I succumb and gulp down everything I getWithout discernmentPain, memory, sensation, attentionof all kinds All-you-can-eat the garbage I feed myself withto surviveself-hatred,… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Gluttony

Seven Deadly Sins – Lust

Endless craving for satisfaction, Losing myself in the chase for sensationEscapingSeparationI cannot stopBreathlessTake me higherThere is no groundThere is no limit So is my emptinessSo is my loneliness give me pleasuregive me gratificationgive me love Whatever you are Desire is what keeps me aliveIn motiontakes me from one diversion to the nextsurvivalto escape the absorbing,… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Lust

Momentum

There is some heaviness looking through your eyes,How could it have come so far?How could you just have not seen it?Where does your surprise come from?It was always in sight, always close.You just didn’t dare to face it.Attached yourself to dreams and an imaginary futureHypnotized yourself into the illusion of free will and controlDriven by… Continue reading Momentum

Awakening from Trauma

Gabor Maté is one of the most inspiring and wise professionals for me when it’s about trauma and its effects on cultural and individual health/condition. His wisdom and knowledge were a light shining through the darkness of my subconscious while processing and releasing childhood and epigenetic trauma. In the video below he refers especially to… Continue reading Awakening from Trauma

The Battlefield of Separation

I look at youbut when I don’t realizeyou in meand don’t recognizeme in you there’s an imaginary linethat artificially separatesme from youand you from me It leaves you and me back,in blindnessnot able to seethe wholeness Whatever I crave thenRooted in this hole of emptinesshow easily it gets projected onto you, my dream Whatever you… Continue reading The Battlefield of Separation