Abyss

Losing

It wants youAliveIn its vast emptinessIn its abundant impermanence Writing its storiesAbout lifeformsAnd their deforming Birthing and thrivingDecline and annihilation The darkness around you holds the lightAbundant lightYou cannot seeThrough your minted eyes Wanting to winthe warof the mind But there is no warIt’s already lost Your memory is vividThe terror, the loveThe beautySurreal Transience… Continue reading Losing

Kiss of transience

I look into your eyesreflecting loveThey sparkle vividlyDepth and intensityThis momentThat shall never passKissed by transienceDeath smiles gentlyNot here, not nowIntrinsic Life pouring beyond any boundaryHome and lossAmid nowhereWhere you areWhere I amIs lostAnd thereforeOne banquetThat never beganAnd never ends Transience kills youand meLeaving us ultimatelyaloneNot even split apartIt erases our marvelous love storiesand buries… Continue reading Kiss of transience

Fear

Sensation moving through the bodyDense, tenseAlivenessCells might rememberBirth and deathRise and fallSlaughter and genocideLove and loss Cells and DNAdon’t forgetOrganic life is the manifestation of interconnectednessInterdependenceA vibrant network in-formationas an organic human bodyOperated by the brainCreating imaginary boundariesYou and IAll bodily sensationsBecome an interpretationThe story of a personrememberingin dreamt time and spaceTrauma and love Birth… Continue reading Fear

Delirium

You seem to seeYou know you seemTo see You seem to knowYou know thisIt’s all crystal clearThis understanding This dream You are awareAnd youare not Colors and shapes And shadowsDance in front of your eyesYou close your eyesTheir dance continuesRememberImagine Sharing and sheddingLove, joy, blood and tears StoriesArising, merging, fadingThe spectrum of seeing, of thinking… Continue reading Delirium

Abort 69

It is the last day in this warm, dark, humid place where there is no memory of a first day. It is a place of growth, of still-oneness, of unknowing, of the illusion of safety and security. I never want to escape from there, the idea of “I” or “escape” does not exist here either.… Continue reading Abort 69

Stardust

This is it now, I see how you want to escape, to leave it, to leave it all behind. Life, as it appears to you, seems unbearable. You are not just tired, you feel imprisoned in this weak, wrecked body that has lost all its ability to provide you with an autonomous existence. Nothing in… Continue reading Stardust

Handle

The darknessThis sacred yet feared placeNot hidden but you don’t want to see itLet alone encounter itYour eyes crave the dazzling, ecstatic lightGenerating alluring image over imageBubbles in the most beautiful, mesmerizing colorsJust may they not burst FlyingHigher and higherMore and moreClimbing up the ladderTrying to reach beyond the top of the worldA transcended, better… Continue reading Handle

On the Edge

There is a deep peaceful tiredness in your eyes, they’ve seen through a whole life. They tell about fear, abandonment, loss, hate, love, courage, joy, friendship, beauty, loneliness, longing. You know the end is near, but it dawns on you that you actually know nothing. This apparent next step, which appears to be cessation is… Continue reading On the Edge

It’s very dark, you cannot see, although your eyes are wide open.Some sublime terror is surrounding you.It’s the terror of death, your annihilation, the annihilation of everyone and everything that ever meant something to you. The stories that wrote your life, your past. The mirrors that reflected love, and you sometimes have chased this reflection… Continue reading Abyss

Home

The beginning does never endAnd no end ever beginsNature, so alien and mysteriousYet utterly familiarI hear, although sound doesn’t reach my earsLight, invisible to my eyesIlluminatingUnknown Here, now, nowhereAm I emerging?Am I declining?In this presenceAll becomes oneWhile I become fragmentedI am assimilated Now, in another world, desert of the otherTransient creatures of the mindLonging for… Continue reading Home