This is the sound, this is the scent, this is the sight. Different names separate direct vibrant experience from you that travels through your sensory and nervous system, exchanging and merging information. There is a mystery around you that you try to grasp, but all of your attempts end up at blurred edges, where they… Continue reading Instant #3 -Mystery
Abyss
It’s very dark, you cannot see, although your eyes are wide open.Some sublime terror is surrounding you.It’s the terror of death, your annihilation, the annihilation of everyone and everything that ever meant something to you. The stories that wrote your life, your past. The mirrors that reflected love, and you sometimes have chased this reflection… Continue reading Abyss
Fragment #5 – The Box
The conceptual world, usually mistaken for “reality”, is of huge fragmentation and everything is separated through names and affiliations from each other. This apparent world is not real, it exists just as an imaginary mind map – while the landscape just is. And it isn’t even a landscape because nothing can be seen, be traveled,… Continue reading Fragment #5 – The Box
Home
The beginning does never endAnd no end ever beginsNature, so alien and mysteriousYet utterly familiarI hear, although sound doesn’t reach my earsLight, invisible to my eyesIlluminatingUnknown Here, now, nowhereAm I emerging?Am I declining?In this presenceAll becomes oneWhile I become fragmentedI am assimilated Now, in another world, desert of the otherTransient creatures of the mindLonging for… Continue reading Home
Portal
There is a world you cannot seeIt’s invisible to the eyesYou cannot grasp or measure it However, it’s not hidden Not you, not me can enter itNo-one can Nothing can be done All gates are open,but there is no entrance nor exit When you are there, you are there Y You are not thereThere There… Continue reading Portal
Fragment #4
Resurrection/Memory – It was an Easter Sunday or Monday in the second year of the new millennium when an experience, which phenomena are in some notions described as a “Kundalini awakening”, set me irreversibly on fire. That time of my beginning to mid-twenties has been utterly challenging. I have been some strange mixture between being… Continue reading Fragment #4
Fragment #3
May I introduce? My temporary roommate. Was hidden in my salad in the fridge. Have set up a small hibernation domicile for her, off to a new territory soon. She has a very interesting nature. Appearing curious on the one hand, with her long organic-telescopic eyes that can look into all directions, and very leisurely… Continue reading Fragment #3
Light sparkling Darkness
From the darkness, I am bornDestination unknownEmerging from the formless into formShifting matter – no matter I am the sunriseThat wakes you from your night dreams I am the high noonIn which your sleep turns into a volatile shadow I am the sunsetTurning the vibrant bright light into twilightTo bring it back home to its… Continue reading Light sparkling Darkness
Fragment #2
A specific characteristic of human beings is their ability to identify with their perception and to perceive themselves as separate from it. Identification makes perception and sensation highly personal. By their nature, perception and sensation are momentary impressions and phenomena that are processed and interpreted by the central nervous system and the brain. Perception is… Continue reading Fragment #2
Fragment #1
It is an ordinary day, in this avatar, on this planet. Ordinary means, “out there” appears hectic confusion, moving diffusely, scattered, wandering in here, out there, through the neuronal pathways – generating “aha”, “oha” – briefly traversing the nervous system, only to ramify again in the ether, in the grid of the matrix, vibrating frequency,… Continue reading Fragment #1