In exile, far away from everything and everyone who meant something in your life.The pain of loss is unbearable, your heart broke severely. The world became a homeless place, a place without love, a place without warmth.Banishment and separation.You took the pain of the war zones with youThe war with youThe war is withinAn inner… Continue reading The Expulsion from Paradise
Dark Nights of the Soul
This realm of numbness,your daily life,a vision of reality seen through veiled eyes.Dazzling colors of grey,faking a truth of joy and pleasure and happinessand purpose –while the dark nights are full of loneliness and desperation.You cry your blurred eyes out,tears of hope, wishful thinking, desire, dreams.Unseen, unknown, unshared.As dark as the night, as unseen and… Continue reading Dark Nights of the Soul
Interim
Here you are now, naked in front of me – or do I face my naked self?Before, you were not aware where it’s heading and what it’s about. And now, it is still far less clear. With cold eyes, I’m looking at you, but you can’t read a Mu in them, they don’t give you… Continue reading Interim
Beyond gravity
All movement is turning into stillstandAnd stillness pervades all movementThis seems like the endBut no one to knowAnymore and ever again Looking back – from emergence into collapseBut there’s no starting pointAnd collapse seems just another word for emergence Where vibrancy is devouring all boundariesTurning itself into unbearable blissNo one survives
A Bathtub full of Acid
Dissolving into the unknownMysteryWhere I have no name anymoreAttachment to this physical worldVanishingI have no groundNo reasonNowhereTo stay to remain to goIt’s overIt’s startingEverything lostAnd arisingWhat I cannot comprehendCannot nameWho am II am thatI am not
Liberating from Attachment: Depression
Depression is a very common sensation during a Dark Night of the Soul, but also in a “normal” life that is not aligned with one’s true nature. The tight life and work schedules nowadays make it very difficult to find out and get in touch with one’s genuine life purpose, beyond the matter of just… Continue reading Liberating from Attachment: Depression
The Secret Of Magic
Throw life into the void,embrace the illusion of the dark abyss,become swallowedand encounter the deep mystic. Magic needs space to unfold,space to create, to manifest.Magic in a box becomes a grave of grief,a museum of the dead, stuck dreams,buried already in time. The very nature of magicis alchemy,revealing the photons held back by the imagined… Continue reading The Secret Of Magic
A piece of bliss
Your mind is confused, where did yesterday disappear to? Yesterday she was still there, warm and soft, and today everything is empty. No approval, no attention, no tenderness. Only oblivion. It’s not true anyway, you don’t know for a long time what to believe outside of what you’ve learned to think. Your world is an… Continue reading A piece of bliss
Out/Insight
There is nowhere to go.The door that opens, you cannot pass through it.This new world forces you to leave everything behind if you want to enter it, to experience its magic.And while you are still thinking about it, it happens to you: you have no choice. It draws you in magnetically, but there is no… Continue reading Out/Insight
Satori
No exit out of Satori,Absorbing the whole life experience.No thing matters anymore,Any thing remains a matter of temporary exploration,perception.No thing to hold on to anymore.No attachment left.Individual separation transcended,Possession of individual identity vanished,No name, no story.Lifeforce dwells within,Spreading into the void. All life outside, it is gone.Stories of distraction, chasing behind sensations which will never… Continue reading Satori