Here you are now, naked in front of me – or do I face my naked self?Before, you were not aware where it’s heading and what it’s about. And now, it is still far less clear. With cold eyes, I’m looking at you, but you can’t read a Mu in them, they don’t give you… Continue reading Interim
A Bathtub full of Acid
Dissolving into the unknownMysteryWhere I have no name anymoreAttachment to this physical worldVanishingI have no groundNo reasonNowhereTo stay to remain to goIt’s overIt’s startingEverything lostAnd arisingWhat I cannot comprehendCannot nameWho am II am thatI am not
Liberating from Attachment: Depression
Depression is a very common sensation during a Dark Night of the Soul, but also in a “normal” life that is not aligned with one’s true nature. The tight life and work schedules nowadays make it very difficult to find out and get in touch with one’s genuine life purpose, beyond the matter of just… Continue reading Liberating from Attachment: Depression
The Secret Of Magic
Throw life into the void,embrace the illusion of the dark abyss,become swallowedand encounter the deep mystic. Magic needs space to unfold,space to create, to manifest.Magic in a box becomes a grave of grief,a museum of the dead, stuck dreams,buried already in time. The very nature of magicis alchemy,revealing the photons held back by the imagined… Continue reading The Secret Of Magic
A piece of bliss
Your mind is confused, where did yesterday disappear to? Yesterday she was still there, warm and soft, and today everything is empty. No approval, no attention, no tenderness. Only oblivion. It’s not true anyway, you don’t know for a long time what to believe outside of what you’ve learned to think. Your world is an… Continue reading A piece of bliss
Out/Insight
There is nowhere to go.The door that opens, you cannot pass through it.This new world forces you to leave everything behind if you want to enter it, to experience its magic.And while you are still thinking about it, it happens to you: you have no choice. It draws you in magnetically, but there is no… Continue reading Out/Insight
Satori
No exit out of Satori,Absorbing the whole life experience.No thing matters anymore,Any thing remains a matter of temporary exploration,perception.No thing to hold on to anymore.No attachment left.Individual separation transcended,Possession of individual identity vanished,No name, no story.Lifeforce dwells within,Spreading into the void. All life outside, it is gone.Stories of distraction, chasing behind sensations which will never… Continue reading Satori
Towards
No space anymore to do what I want.All I want dies slowly into oblivion.The personal will becomes a toothless lion.Survival power overtaken, now starve under the hot, radiant sun.What do you want, lion? Animal you are. Forget about yourself. It’s over. For you. Nothing remains. Just the sun. Just the sun.Under my wings, you’ll find… Continue reading Towards
Singularity
I no longer have a life. A life that is bound to culture and society, it is over. What remains when external forces lose their significance, what remains when there is no longer any distraction from the immediate, raw being? When each moment counts because only moments are left, raining down on me so abundantly… Continue reading Singularity
Phoenix
Down, on the very ground, covered by the white ashes remaining from the inferno that burnt down everything. Everything I was. Everything I thought to be. Everything you thought I was. Everything I believed in. Everything I hoped for. Everything I dreamt of. Be it the wild glorious and dark pessimistic dreams of the future,… Continue reading Phoenix