For eons you have waited, but how could you have been prepared? Now you have to face it, face her. There is no way back, no escape. The door to still get out has just been closed. For eons of evolution.
Surrender and your death will be rather a gentle one, a cautious but powerful walk through the storm, to the other side, taken by the hand and guided by a force you cannot grasp.
Resist and the stones of your walls become the tombstones of your lonely grave, all life forces excluded, a hellish prison, left with a deep, agonizing craving for vibrancy, for air to breathe, love and unity.
She will reach under your skin, will become every part of you, every cell of you. She will skin you alive, rip off your disguise to let the numbness and heaviness surface that inhibits you from spreading your wings and flying – as far as your memory will reach.
She will suck out your blood, drink your blood, and make it hers. Simply send the subconscious imprints that have poisoned your being with fear and anger for eternal decades through the tunnel, extract them from you and erase them. A new signature will be yours, a new life, a new data base, a new backbone will be her gift.
She will find a way to enter your heart, and she will crack it open. She will break the heavy chains that surround it and make the hidden pain your personal possession and obsession. She will take everything from you, the familiar pain, the stuck rhythm of life within you, until she owns every inch of you, until there is nothing left to own. Then she will compose a new rhythm for your heart, for your life, stronger than any force that could resist her.
She will invade your most hidden nightmares and burn them down, down, down. Burn them down to ashes, burn you down to ashes, burn your conditioned fears and dreams to the ground. She will bring the death blow to each one of your lies and illusions and will celebrate while you die before her eyes. And while you die, the Phoenix will awaken. And then – light – for eons you will spread your wings for the first time. And she will prepare you to fly, lead you to the realm of eternal, formless freedom.
