Kundalini is an extreme force during the last weeks, more extreme than it was ever before. Leaving aside the permanent energy rushes and electric impulse in the body its activity in the head opens realms that really alter the mind, brain, and perception. Any impulse to take control over the process crashes against the limitation of human understanding. The physical grounding disappeared for a while which makes me as a human physically very unstable and kind of transcendent. Forced to stay very close to the core of my very being there’s almost no escape to follow any of the mundane distractions. It’s the life of a hermit in a cave, like a caterpillar who left the world for a while, leaving for the process of pupation, closing the doors to the old, past world and letting the inevitable metamorphosis happen. Diving into the unknown. Lucky are those who already have established deep intuition and inner guidance – the area is not to master with the analog, anachronistic thinking of the mind.
For the conditioned, rational mind this process is just terrifying. Its nature is to search solutions in a logical, linear way, that is fixated mainly causally past-and-cause, which has no appreciable power anymore and leads more and more to surrender to the magical, mysterious life force.
The experience and sense of “infinity” and “eternity” are so extreme and intense and maybe even a stronger threat for the mind than the fear of the concept of ego-death. Infinity, especially when faced with a conscious state of mind, is such a void, such vastness, so beyond words, explanation, and imagination, such an eternal ongoing metamorphosis floating in some realm that cannot be described. At the moment the mind wants to fathom one appearance its shape already shifts into another. Nothing to grab, nothing to hold onto, nothing to identify with the mind, it just gets swallowed by this overwhelming experience and while it starts to panic in that unfathomable vastness it slowly drowns and finally surrenders.
The brain needs to undergo a complete rewiring and adjustment otherwise the human will not be able to integrate these tremendous packs of information, forces, and insights from a world that was before just hidden beyond his ordinary, limited and familiar belief system of “the world”. Also, the physical organism is during the transformation process pervaded by flashes of light and electricity, vibrating through it, shaking it, generating vibrant pulses through every single cell which builds up the nervous system to an iridescent pulsating living digital network of interconnection. The brain starts to retrieve more of its full potential, being a huge central of translating information into a new reality and creating networks of interconnected, vivid realities.
This state-of-the-art process, headed by some kind of super consciousness, will induce a new chapter of human evolution.