Dark Delight

There is beauty that will kill you.It’s determined to kill you.A beauty that will make you forgetEverything.Give upAll.It will deprive you of your dreams,Nightmares and sweet illusions.All you ever wanted to live for,feared to live for,It will leave youRaw. Naked. Vulnerable.There’s no approach to thisBeautyWhile you are disguised behind lies.The lies of belief.The lies of… Continue reading Dark Delight

Towards Sunset

T he beauty of going down,can you feel it, in your pulsating, trembling cells?What is past has to perish,Ready to drown in darkness,not into oblivion,just back homeinto the unknown.To rise,transformed and altered,after gone through death,through the dark nights of the soul.The last day shifted into heavenly nothingness,Shining bright,Leaving traces through spaceand time.Without roots,just transcendent memory.

Instant #0

There is a space where I don’t exist,I am lost.I can’t go there, no-one can go thereJust nowhere to enterNo matter how deeply I search,No matter how deeply I crave,No matter I,I am not.I, falling apart,I did not vanish,I did never existI am dreamt existence.Dreaming in lucidity,Dwelling in shapes like made of fluid, colored glass,Gazing… Continue reading Instant #0

Beyond I

There is feeling,and I don’t feel.I am dead,and this is absolute vibrancy.All longing is the past,and there is no future at all.All I am is tired,and all there is is awakening.Beauty expanding beyond form,melting with decay and death.Darkness is all the source,birthing the light forever.Inhaling the collapse with every breath,and ever exhaling the growth.All I… Continue reading Beyond I

The Dawn

Almost unbearable sensation of beauty,it seems like death has already happened,a past event from the future,eternal imagination.It was always – IStanding betweenvibrancy and life One may awaken through a nightmare,a kiss,an alarm clock,sunrays dancing on one’s face,falling out of the bed,the dawn of irrelevanceof time and space. The sharp line between inside and outsideblurs,dissolves,And I… Continue reading The Dawn

Facing the dream

Facing the dream,what do you see?What is real? Who are you?Who are them?One, gazing from within,into existence,passing the thin lineinto the outsideProjected from inside.Can you recognize yourself?The one face in many,The one in allEver changing yet eternal.Ever moving stillness.entering the realmwhere vibrancyAnd silenceBecomeOne

The Expulsion from Paradise

In exile, far away from everything and everyone who meant something in your life.The pain of loss is unbearable, your heart broke severely. The world became a homeless place, a place without love, a place without warmth.Banishment and separation.You took the pain of the war zones with youThe war with youThe war is withinAn inner… Continue reading The Expulsion from Paradise

Beyond gravity

All movement is turning into stillstandAnd stillness pervades all movementThis seems like the endBut no one to knowAnymore and ever again Looking back – from emergence into collapseBut there’s no starting pointAnd collapse seems just another word for emergence Where vibrancy is devouring all boundariesTurning itself into unbearable blissNo one survives

Phoenix

Down, on the very ground, covered by the white ashes remaining from the inferno that burnt down everything. Everything I was. Everything I thought to be. Everything you thought I was. Everything I believed in. Everything I hoped for. Everything I dreamt of. Be it the wild glorious and dark pessimistic dreams of the future,… Continue reading Phoenix