In exile, far away from everything and everyone who meant something in your life.The pain of loss is unbearable, your heart broke severely. The world became a homeless place, a place without love, a place without warmth.Banishment and separation.You took the pain of the war zones with youThe war with youThe war is withinAn inner… Continue reading The Expulsion from Paradise
Tag: liberation
Beyond gravity
All movement is turning into stillstandAnd stillness pervades all movementThis seems like the endBut no one to knowAnymore and ever again Looking back – from emergence into collapseBut there’s no starting pointAnd collapse seems just another word for emergence Where vibrancy is devouring all boundariesTurning itself into unbearable blissNo one survives
Out/Insight
There is nowhere to go.The door that opens, you cannot pass through it.This new world forces you to leave everything behind if you want to enter it, to experience its magic.And while you are still thinking about it, it happens to you: you have no choice. It draws you in magnetically, but there is no… Continue reading Out/Insight
Satori
No exit out of Satori,Absorbing the whole life experience.No thing matters anymore,Any thing remains a matter of temporary exploration,perception.No thing to hold on to anymore.No attachment left.Individual separation transcended,Possession of individual identity vanished,No name, no story.Lifeforce dwells within,Spreading into the void. All life outside, it is gone.Stories of distraction, chasing behind sensations which will never… Continue reading Satori
Singularity
I no longer have a life. A life that is bound to culture and society, it is over. What remains when external forces lose their significance, what remains when there is no longer any distraction from the immediate, raw being? When each moment counts because only moments are left, raining down on me so abundantly… Continue reading Singularity
Phoenix
Down, on the very ground, covered by the white ashes remaining from the inferno that burnt down everything. Everything I was. Everything I thought to be. Everything you thought I was. Everything I believed in. Everything I hoped for. Everything I dreamt of. Be it the wild glorious and dark pessimistic dreams of the future,… Continue reading Phoenix
The Ecstasy of the Alchemistress
For eons you have waited, but how could you have been prepared? Now you have to face it, face her. There is no way back, no escape. The door to still get out has just been closed. For eons of evolution. Surrender and your death will be rather a gentle one, a cautious but powerful… Continue reading The Ecstasy of the Alchemistress
New Entry
Lost amidst fading familiar orientation, countless circuits in your brain have completely detached; and without contact, they reach into the void. All information is slowly lost, the old knowledge, the old programs no longer make sense. On top of this you stand, you twist in circles full of dizziness, it spins you in circles until… Continue reading New Entry
Untitled
Calm and sober are you sitting here, still bewildered, gazing into the luminous abyss. Once upon a time, dark figures sat and waited to cast their shadows into space and time to chase more shadows. Sometimes they would overcome and multiply violently. Now there is nothing left, only boundless-meaningless emptiness that reaches into you. At… Continue reading Untitled
Headspace
It seems like a volcano wanting to erupt out of you, you feel the heat rising up inside you and the urge to just react to this impulse puts you under intense pressure. You have to pull yourself together now, and you tear and tear and tear and then it tears you, apart. A thousand… Continue reading Headspace