This is it now, I see how you want to escape, to leave it, to leave it all behind. Life, as it appears to you, seems unbearable. You are not just tired, you feel imprisoned in this weak, wrecked body that has lost all its ability to provide you with an autonomous existence. Nothing in… Continue reading Stardust
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Handle
The darknessThis sacred yet feared placeNot hidden but you don’t want to see itLet alone encounter itYour eyes crave the dazzling, ecstatic lightGenerating alluring image over imageBubbles in the most beautiful, mesmerizing colorsJust may they not burst FlyingHigher and higherMore and moreClimbing up the ladderTrying to reach beyond the top of the worldA transcended, better… Continue reading Handle
On the Edge
There is a deep peaceful tiredness in your eyes, they’ve seen through a whole life. They tell about fear, abandonment, loss, hate, love, courage, joy, friendship, beauty, loneliness, longing. You know the end is near, but it dawns on you that you actually know nothing. This apparent next step, which appears to be cessation is… Continue reading On the Edge
Abyss
It’s very dark, you cannot see, although your eyes are wide open.Some sublime terror is surrounding you.It’s the terror of death, your annihilation, the annihilation of everyone and everything that ever meant something to you. The stories that wrote your life, your past. The mirrors that reflected love, and you sometimes have chased this reflection… Continue reading Abyss
Nothing exceeds
Just let itstopBestillfor this momentOne momentAll, one momentNowThe thought stream passesSurrender the fightResistanceLet it all goLet it all beRight, wrongnothing is right, nothing is wrongNothing to achieveNothing to surviveNowhere to arrive Everything is lostTo this one momentTo abundant presenceA sanctuaryLoss is the gateNothing to hold onStill carried Uncertainty is the ground on which everything growsTransience… Continue reading Nothing exceeds
Certainty
Shifting, here, thereoverwhelming is the unknownScared, you face how everything gets out of controlSurrender, resistance?You have no choiceInside you is a warWhere do I belong to?It takes youAnd wherever it takes youYou areYou can not be anywhere elseNo other time And based on your belief and conditioningThe place you are defines what isRight and wrong… Continue reading Certainty
Momentum
There is some heaviness looking through your eyes,How could it have come so far?How could you just have not seen it?Where does your surprise come from?It was always in sight, always close.You just didn’t dare to face it.Attached yourself to dreams and an imaginary futureHypnotized yourself into the illusion of free will and controlDriven by… Continue reading Momentum
Memento Mori
There you stand, aware of your mortalityEverything you are, you have built up, you have createdIs dedicated to deathThe unknown transition, inherently transientImpermanence is the very nature of your whole existence Everything you are is borrowedYour memory, your identity, your bodyEvery atom of your bodyThey are not yoursThey shift from one shape into anotherFrom aeon,… Continue reading Memento Mori
Fading
Living for the future When tomorrow hits Never Searching for significance, passing through time Never arriving anywhere Nowhere to go, to escape No answer Just this Creation and creatures Dancing through the vast space of mind and imagination Shared reality, dream of separation Emerging and expanding like a bubble Bursting Trying to hide in impermanence… Continue reading Fading
Just a Visitor
Not from here, not from thereComing from nowhere,Never going anywhereEmerging from no ground,from anything into nothing,remains it finally unnamed. Never rooted here, never thereTransient motion and form,merging into volatile manifestation,a dissolving dream.I don’t belong anywhereAttachment teaches about pain,When transience changes and takes awayWhat became so familiar,surrender Sensation sparkling up for a second,all there is,to be… Continue reading Just a Visitor