What’s going on? I don’t get it. Do I ever get it?
This.
I want to understand. I’m so close, I’m almost there. I feel it. Just this.
I want to grasp it, touch it. Want to make it mine. So badly.
Liberation. The end of suffering. Happiness. Joy. Illumination.
My birthright.
When did I lose it? How was it taken from me? I was so high, it was so high. This love, this bliss. I forgot, I need to remember…
You, and me
In oneness
It’s tearing me apart
This world
Alien
Alone alone alone
Fading
Lost
in inseparability
Unity
that knows no other
nothing else
Seamless flow
Of this
Just this