Lost amidst fading familiar orientation, countless circuits in your brain have completely detached; and without contact, they reach into the void. All information is slowly lost, the old knowledge, the old programs no longer make sense. On top of this you stand, you twist in circles full of dizziness, it spins you in circles until you already feel sick, but it does not set you free. The restraining chains hold you and force you, you get sicker still, everything has to come out, everything.
When you let yourself fall to the ground, it no longer holds you, there is no ground either, only a disorienting weightlessness in the speed of light that drags you there and away, to a place where you no longer exist, where you do not yet exist.
In a parallel world, everything looks almost the same, only the circuits no longer work. Your existence there slowly and surely loses its meaning and yet this death creates meaning – if you want it to. And if you don’t want it, there is timelessness, aeons of freedom that hardly anyone really knows how to want.
Between the worlds you settle in, while you surrender over the bottomless ground, let your death happen and give birth to new life next door.