You look back to yesterday
With a bittersweet melancholy
Your name emerged there
And mother and father and brother and sister
The child
Love and hate
Perspective and vision
Surviving as hope
Into today and tomorrow
As these dreamscapes
A sadness appearing, about what seems to have gone
Forever?
The same place in the dreamscape
is the torture chamber of abandonment and abuse
Loss and failure
A graveyard with its ghosts haunting you
Into today and tomorrow
Memory, so painful, you want oblivion to eat it up
But memory and hope don’t allow it
They build up the dreamscape of tomorrow, future places where you will never live
Completion and death
The innocence of love, that you seem to have lost yesterday
That you hope is waiting
As a reward
When you succeed
Fulfill
This
Tomorrow
The fuel of your longing
You cling to a beauty that is lost
And still suffer from a long-gone memory
Imagination is the place of terror and liberation
It’s the only place you and I exist
And the world we live in
Our nightmares and love stories
Forever fluid
Forever volatile
Forever impermanent
Forever emerging
Forever crumbling
