Now, you fought that hard and yet you lost everything to me. Everything you ever believed in, everyone who ever believed in you, everything that ever meant anything to you, nothing separates us now.
You thought with the right attitude and positive mindset nothing could happen to you and you could do anything. And now you didn’t make it. But what did you want to achieve? To escape? Escape from me?
No one escapes me. I am part of your life, your family, your friends, your existence, your nature. You were promised to me when you were just born, even when you were still growing in your mother’s womb.
Your whole life you wanted to escape, from your whole life you wanted to escape. You did everything to avoid me, you blocked out every thought of me, you submitted to every promise and pledge of safety and you built a thick wall around you just to avoid facing my presence.
And yet I accompanied you with every breath, always ready to open the gate for you. You never could and never wanted to recognize that I am your path into another world, into another dimension. You want to conquer the world, but you don’t even dare to leave your prison. You are so obsessed with your physical presence and your limited spatial perception that existence beyond it only terrifies you. On the basis of this fear, you build your roads around the world.
And then you wonder why our encounter is only possible through the path of fear.