#Wannabe #instaqueen because I don’t really #lovemylife. There’s an #edge I cannot pass. Although I always try to be #awesome and #cute my #shadow is a #bitch. #follow #me, but I’m not the #whiterabbit, I can’t promise you #wonderland. I am a #wonder in #disguise, can there be a #surprise beyond the #rabbithole?
Don’t give #me your #fake #smile while you wear the #innocent #happyface. Your #life is a #beautiiful #illusion of #glittering and #happiness but did you ever #dare to #look behind the #picture which feeds your #projections so well?
Like an #accident, #try to #look #away but in the #end the #eyes are #captured. #Fear, #anger, #curiosity and #embarassment, so #close #together. #Notice it and #hope it is not #real.
#Observing the #insight #coming from the #awakening #silence. The #dream of #life is a #creation. #Follow the #sleep to the #inconvenient #edge while you #pass through the #realms of #clear #illusions.
#Look at #me, there’s #nothing to #see. Just a #veil made of #unanswered #dreams, the #projection of #desires, a #thin #layer of the #unreachable #illusion #separating me from #you.
#Close your #mind before I #open my #lips. #Stop #talking about what #you don’t #know, what you were taught to #believe. There is #no #entry for you, just #follow the #carrot #always like a #donkey and let you get #swallowed by some #force you don’t know, how to #resist.
The #lascivious #wish to #be #real in a #world #full of #false #promises, #beyond the #synchronized #individualism – will you #find something #essential to #explore?
#Surprise, so #predictable as the #laughter #you #expect in a #comedy #show. #Come #closer and #realize there is #nothing #cute, no #awesomeness just some #glitter #scattered to #cloud your #eyes.
With big #eyes I seem to #listen to #you with #attention to #see, to #feel, to #grab your #focus on #me. There is not much in this #world I want to #showoff more than me, I want to #hide more than me. #Follow the #distraction.
#Captivity behind the #wall turned into #fake #security, #defend with all #might. #Attacking the #borders that #hold #tight the #insecurity and #save the #lies of #happiness.
#Come so #close to #see what should be #wild and #free. #Imprisoned in a #cage full of #illusions. #Appeared so #sweet and #seductive, #transformed into a #trap, a #narrow #secure #box, too #tight to #move, too tight to #escape.
#Forced #inside to #breakthrough, cannot hold #back the #insanity #raised #deep #down after #vears of #conditioning. Just #feel like to #destroy the #mirror with its #disturbing #laugh #downwards to #me. When we are #alone, #always and #forever.
#Resistance so #strong, a #force that #tears #you #apart. #All the #power #against what #you are, the #happyface can’t #hide it #nomore.
The #flow of #numbness through the #veins, #transquilizing steadily the #discomfort of the #beautiful #fake #life. #Lost between #grotesque #dream and #distorted #reality.
The #destruction of #control #opens the #gate to get #beyond the #wall. #Nothing #remains to #hide, to #hold on a #life that #lost all of its #essence and #vibrancy. The #room #full of #illusion, #ready to #collapse.
#Never #reveal the #dark #nights #you spend #left #alone to #anyone. When the #lights #switchoff and the #glamour is #gone, what #remains there to #offer to the #hungry #needy #eyes? #No #curtain to #hide #behind while #noone is #watching #nomore.
