There is a space where I don’t exist,
I am lost.
I can’t go there, no-one can go there
Just nowhere to enter
No matter how deeply I search,
No matter how deeply I crave,
No matter I,
I am not.
I, falling apart,
I did not vanish,
I did never exist
I am dreamt existence.
Dreaming in lucidity,
Dwelling in shapes like made of fluid, colored glass,
Gazing into infinity
Rooted in change, ever-shifting, shattering,
Drifting on transience, ever-floating
in a space
no-one can enter
and no-one exists