They appear as given direction and order
What you are
Have to become
What this world you barely know – except what you read, learned, and were told about –
Is
You are looking for your place to be
Purpose and meaning
Seeking what this is all about
What they told you
These voices in your head
Named father, mother, teacher, master
God and devil
Demons and angels
Spirits and deities
Your soul
You feel that they all were lying to you
You are drowning
Something you cannot name seems to be swallowing you
Slowly, bit by bit
You cling to your beliefs
What they taught you
What you practiced
They get louder
Distracting
I am! I am!
Silence is screaming
Presence awareness
The same voice
Disguised
Trying to keep you above
You aim higher
Gradually, you feel how you drown
You can barely breathe
Aliveness
The stream takes you
I am! I am this! Not this!
You drown in what you thought it to be
And it is not
That
While resistance, what you know, chokes you
You seem to die
But you don’t
No-one is dying
What seems like drowning
Are the voices in your head
Still pretending
They know the truth
Are truth
I am!
