You have entered the space, in which you have already existed before.
It’s a dark place, not all eyes can see here, can see you.
It’s a place of struggling, not because of the struggle
but because of the inability to see, to recognize.
Unknown are you, in the darkness.
Blindness turns into fear.
And if you come close you are welcomed by fear.
Attacked by fear.
Fear is what you’re fed.
You are the one who is not wanted to be faced
You mainly face fear in those who face you
They try to ignore, avoid, escape, suppress, attack you.
And in doing so you grow strong, your dark force grows strong.
Fear awakens and amplifies your killer instinct
Now as you’ve entered the space
I sense you behind me,
your breath, close to my ear
In seconds you could tear me apart
Bite through my neck
But you don’t
You could kill me
But you don’t
I feel your unknown nature,
your overwhelming, unfamiliar force
Extraordinary
And while you approach me
lie down and put your head next to my neck
I feel how you’re vibrant
your pulse
I see how you appeared in my life,
How you appear in life
I see your many colors and shades,
Your shapes and presence
And how you are being mistaken, misunderstood, misinterpreted, misdiagnosed.
You respond to fear, as you respond to love
You are response
And in understanding your responsive nature
You stop killing, and start thriving
And now you lie next to me,
peacefully
I have not tamed you, I have understood you
I understand your nature
When you are not fed with fear trust grows.
You still remain dark, but your darkness, your unknown, unfathomable nature
becomes familiar,
and a guardian by my side through life’s labyrinths and wonders
and now
you grow strong through love