The idea of enlightenment often comes with the expectation of liberation and healing from all kinds of human suffering, be it trauma, sickness, grief, or loss. It doesn’t. Enlightenment doesn’t happen to someone; rather, the “person” disappears and is seen for what it is: a fictional character based on memory, conditioning, and belief. “I am”… Continue reading Liberation for no-one
Category: Trauma
Maculate
The silence is deceptive,You think you are there now,You got itYou have made your homeAnd the ground appears secure Time seems to have halted,Conserving this illusion of permanenceNowYour determination and intention are your currencyYou did the workYou paid the bills There has to be equilibrium You lean back and look into the futureFor the first… Continue reading Maculate
Longing
Longing will lead youTo your deepest desiresAnd darkest nightmaresMove you through a worldThat doesn’t existBut it’s so vivid Whenever you are closeThink you are thereFinallyYou got itThis is itNowIt will break youAgainAnd againAnd again When your hand reaches out to graspThis treasureAnd take itHomeIt reaches into nothingTo graspTo holdTo get Trying to take the stars… Continue reading Longing
Fear
Sensation moving through the bodyDense, tenseAlivenessCells might rememberBirth and deathRise and fallSlaughter and genocideLove and loss Cells and DNAdon’t forgetOrganic life is the manifestation of interconnectednessInterdependenceA vibrant network in-formationas an organic human bodyOperated by the brainCreating imaginary boundariesYou and IAll bodily sensationsBecome an interpretationThe story of a personrememberingin dreamt time and spaceTrauma and love Birth… Continue reading Fear
Fragment #2
A specific characteristic of human beings is their ability to identify with their perception and to perceive themselves as separate from it. Identification makes perception and sensation highly personal. By their nature, perception and sensation are momentary impressions and phenomena that are processed and interpreted by the central nervous system and the brain. Perception is… Continue reading Fragment #2
The Power of No
How many times have you bought with a Yesaffiliationbelongingattachment to a groupa tribeacknowledgmentValidation How often has your Yes been a false compromiseA fake agreementA lie to yourselfDelusionA self-hypnosisA dealBetrayal What was assumed to be freedomwas rather lived desire,rooted in need,addiction,survival You know the demons of No Which you encountered asneglectrejectiondenial Those demonsdrawing an imaginary linebetween… Continue reading The Power of No
Seven Deadly Sins – Pride
I amThis is meLook, what I amAbove it all,Above you allThe epitome of better, of moreSuperior, completion I know it, I know it all, reallyI can tell youJust follow meWithout a doubt in my greatnessMy beautyOtherworldyNowhere to reach me,No one can reach me.I’m high, I’m so high I’ll tell you, just listenDon’t talk, don’t question.Just… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Pride
The Dark Shade
Depression is a dark shadow, a veil over my eyes. It is like heavy concrete blocks on my legs, paralyzing and dragging me down into the devouring abyss. It is a very manifestation of separation – I am all alone. I am abandoned. You have hurt me, you have abandoned me. Whoever you might be.… Continue reading The Dark Shade
Seven Deadly Sins – Envy
Tremendously flawedis how you feel essentiallyUnworthinessfaces you in the mirrorBeauty belongs to the otherFortune belongs to the otherJoy belongs to the otherYou are separated from it allExclusion makes you want to spoil itExcluded, not exclusiveare youNot for youNot youNot enoughDeserve itIt echoes from the chambers of the past Painfully you noticeAll you crave, all you… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Envy
Seven Deadly Sins – Wrath
Face me!I am a raging wildfireblindly destroying.Pain for pain, eye for an eye,lethal revenge.I am cold hatred, that will paralyse youAnd freeze you to death,Toxic lava, running through your veins,that will roll over you,scorch every inch of your skin,of your mindbury you, all of youunder furious fires Ignore me, and I will slowly turninto cancerdeep… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Wrath