Light sparkling Darkness

From the darkness, I am bornDestination unknownEmerging from the formless into formShifting matter – no matter I am the sunriseThat wakes you from your night dreams I am the high noonIn which your sleep turns into a volatile shadow I am the sunsetTurning the vibrant bright light into twilightTo bring it back home to its… Continue reading Light sparkling Darkness

Fragment #2

A specific characteristic of human beings is their ability to identify with their perception and to perceive themselves as separate from it. Identification makes perception and sensation highly personal. By their nature, perception and sensation are momentary impressions and phenomena that are processed and interpreted by the central nervous system and the brain. Perception is… Continue reading Fragment #2

Fragment #1

It is an ordinary day, in this avatar, on this planet. Ordinary means, “out there” appears hectic confusion, moving diffusely, scattered, wandering in here, out there, through the neuronal pathways – generating “aha”, “oha” – briefly traversing the nervous system, only to ramify again in the ether, in the grid of the matrix, vibrating frequency,… Continue reading Fragment #1

Instant #2 – off/grid

There is an excitement inside youYou cannot fathomIt makes you kind of uncomfortable,While it strangely arouses youYour whole body is vibratingYour cells are pulsatingYou hear melodies coming to your earsFrom a depth that has no directionYou don’t understand a word, but the sound is familiarAnthems that have been buried deeply under oblivionAncient memory that has… Continue reading Instant #2 – off/grid

In the Face of Fall

You look into her eyes and try, try to read anything. Anything you could understand. Her eyes are deep like the dark night, but there is a raging fire in their black abyss. You can barely see it, as it is almost entirely absorbed by the darkness. Unknown depths swallowing what has been seen, what… Continue reading In the Face of Fall

Mystery

I am a mystery to myselfI do not know who I am anymoreDirection disappearedJust one isI am aliveLife breathes through meDeeply wanted, for I do exist.But my existence is unknown.  I am not the name I respond to when spoken to.I am not a person behind the name, only a phantom.There is no identity.I do… Continue reading Mystery

Awakening is

illusionDressed in narratives around truthIlluminationand consciousnessseparating the light from the shadowNow you see the truth,Unveiled But truth isjust another narrativeAs is revelationInterpretation of informationgetting namedworded into knowledgecreating new storylines Giving meaning to what is inherently insignificantRealization of the abundance of narrativesA fractal image, fathomlessThe hope to get out of the illusionOf separation,Expanding consciousnessUnionShatteredNeither is there… Continue reading Awakening is

Silence

Silence is swallowing meall words have been saidall stories have been toldnothing remainsa blank canvasready to be written on anewbutthere are no wordsto describe, to name, to fathomthe depth, the vastness, the emptinesswords cannot dive into this abysscannot delve into that otherworldlinessall left behindwhile “behind” has no correlation anymore there was the moment the last… Continue reading Silence

Instant #0

There is a space where I don’t exist,I am lost.I can’t go there, no-one can go thereJust nowhere to enterNo matter how deeply I search,No matter how deeply I crave,No matter I,I am not.I, falling apart,I did not vanish,I did never existI am dreamt existence.Dreaming in lucidity,Dwelling in shapes like made of fluid, colored glass,Gazing… Continue reading Instant #0

Beyond gravity

All movement is turning into stillstandAnd stillness pervades all movementThis seems like the endBut no one to knowAnymore and ever again Looking back – from emergence into collapseBut there’s no starting pointAnd collapse seems just another word for emergence Where vibrancy is devouring all boundariesTurning itself into unbearable blissNo one survives