There is an excitement inside youYou cannot fathomIt makes you kind of uncomfortable,While it strangely arouses youYour whole body is vibratingYour cells are pulsatingYou hear melodies coming to your earsFrom a depth that has no directionYou don’t understand a word, but the sound is familiarAnthems that have been buried deeply under oblivionAncient memory that has… Continue reading Instant #2 – off/grid
Category: Matrix
The Power of No
How many times have you bought with a Yesaffiliationbelongingattachment to a groupa tribeacknowledgmentValidation How often has your Yes been a false compromiseA fake agreementA lie to yourselfDelusionA self-hypnosisA dealBetrayal What was assumed to be freedomwas rather lived desire,rooted in need,addiction,survival You know the demons of No Which you encountered asneglectrejectiondenial Those demonsdrawing an imaginary linebetween… Continue reading The Power of No
Instant #1
Running out of timein the paradigmConfusing figures boostnarrowing the horizonSynchronizing the mindscapesInto one patternOne mask – shared individuallyNew union – divided and conquered In lockstep
Awakening from Freedom
Freedom…is – not. No such thing as freedom exist. It’s an idea, a dream, an imagination, a fairy tale. In modern culture, freedom is the greatest of all illusions, attached to something like free will, free choice, to do what one wants. to consume what one desires. Freedom means to be able to fulfill desire.… Continue reading Awakening from Freedom
Certainty
Shifting, here, thereoverwhelming is the unknownScared, you face how everything gets out of controlSurrender, resistance?You have no choiceInside you is a warWhere do I belong to?It takes youAnd wherever it takes youYou areYou can not be anywhere elseNo other time And based on your belief and conditioningThe place you are defines what isRight and wrong… Continue reading Certainty
Awakening is
illusionDressed in narratives around truthIlluminationand consciousnessseparating the light from the shadowNow you see the truth,Unveiled But truth isjust another narrativeAs is revelationInterpretation of informationgetting namedworded into knowledgecreating new storylines Giving meaning to what is inherently insignificantRealization of the abundance of narrativesA fractal image, fathomlessThe hope to get out of the illusionOf separation,Expanding consciousnessUnionShatteredNeither is there… Continue reading Awakening is
Momentum
There is some heaviness looking through your eyes,How could it have come so far?How could you just have not seen it?Where does your surprise come from?It was always in sight, always close.You just didn’t dare to face it.Attached yourself to dreams and an imaginary futureHypnotized yourself into the illusion of free will and controlDriven by… Continue reading Momentum
The Battlefield of Separation
I look at youbut when I don’t realizeyou in meand don’t recognizeme in you there’s an imaginary linethat artificially separatesme from youand you from me It leaves you and me back,in blindnessnot able to seethe wholeness Whatever I crave thenRooted in this hole of emptinesshow easily it gets projected onto you, my dream Whatever you… Continue reading The Battlefield of Separation
What disability taught me
The experience of (temporary) severe disability guided me into real embodiment that is not dissociated anymore, that is literally not able to run away from what is. That is able to stand still and in awareness with what is. It is a humbling experience that reconnected me to grace, to the lifeforce, sheds away layers… Continue reading What disability taught me
Extent
It seems as if we are looking at the same world, in the same world, out of the same world. Because we can see, we think. We are seeing the same. But we do not see. I gaze into you and yet I see only what my eyes have been taught to see. I have… Continue reading Extent