The idea of enlightenment often comes with the expectation of liberation and healing from all kinds of human suffering, be it trauma, sickness, grief, or loss. It doesn’t. Enlightenment doesn’t happen to someone; rather, the “person” disappears and is seen for what it is: a fictional character based on memory, conditioning, and belief. “I am”… Continue reading Liberation for no-one
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Fragment #7- Fight Club
In the human matrix, the human mind, there seems to be a lot of war, a lot of fighting, for and against various mental fabrications. Fighting war, war against terror, war against drugs. Fighting for freedom, fighting for peace, fighting for any kind of rights. Fighting cancer, fighting climate change, fighting inequality. Endless combat. No… Continue reading Fragment #7- Fight Club
ID
With the shift, identity is gone.I remember, I was, I had many names, roots, origins. A life story, multi-dimensional.They all gave me apparent affiliation, and alienation, a longing for an imaginary way and place home. A deep longing for belonging, to a tribe, to something special, alien to this apparent world I didn’t understand, that… Continue reading ID
Fragment #6 – Engine of Enigma
I am standing in front of this huge engine in the museum – a sign says it’s an aircraft engine. These technical, mechanical objects usually don’t speak to me at all, they just don’t raise any interest in me, especially when I read their names. Still, I approached it, without having a question about its… Continue reading Fragment #6 – Engine of Enigma
Fragment #5 – The Box
The conceptual world, usually mistaken for “reality”, is of huge fragmentation and everything is separated through names and affiliations from each other. This apparent world is not real, it exists just as an imaginary mind map – while the landscape just is. And it isn’t even a landscape because nothing can be seen, be traveled,… Continue reading Fragment #5 – The Box
Fragment #4
Resurrection/Memory – It was an Easter Sunday or Monday in the second year of the new millennium when an experience, which phenomena are in some notions described as a “Kundalini awakening”, set me irreversibly on fire. That time of my beginning to mid-twenties has been utterly challenging. I have been some strange mixture between being… Continue reading Fragment #4
Fragment #3
May I introduce? My temporary roommate. Was hidden in my salad in the fridge. Have set up a small hibernation domicile for her, off to a new territory soon. She has a very interesting nature. Appearing curious on the one hand, with her long organic-telescopic eyes that can look into all directions, and very leisurely… Continue reading Fragment #3
Fragment #2
A specific characteristic of human beings is their ability to identify with their perception and to perceive themselves as separate from it. Identification makes perception and sensation highly personal. By their nature, perception and sensation are momentary impressions and phenomena that are processed and interpreted by the central nervous system and the brain. Perception is… Continue reading Fragment #2
Fragment #1
It is an ordinary day, in this avatar, on this planet. Ordinary means, “out there” appears hectic confusion, moving diffusely, scattered, wandering in here, out there, through the neuronal pathways – generating “aha”, “oha” – briefly traversing the nervous system, only to ramify again in the ether, in the grid of the matrix, vibrating frequency,… Continue reading Fragment #1