Fragment #6 – Engine of Enigma

I am standing in front of this huge engine in the museum – a sign says it’s an aircraft engine. These technical, mechanical objects usually don’t speak to me at all, they just don’t raise any interest in me, especially when I read their names. Still, I approached it, without having a question about its… Continue reading Fragment #6 – Engine of Enigma

Delirium

You seem to seeYou know you seemTo see You seem to knowYou know thisIt’s all crystal clearThis understanding This dream You are awareAnd youare not Colors and shapes And shadowsDance in front of your eyesYou close your eyesTheir dance continuesRememberImagine Sharing and sheddingLove, joy, blood and tears StoriesArising, merging, fadingThe spectrum of seeing, of thinking… Continue reading Delirium

The End

This is the last day I see youAnd I have never seen you beforeYour reflection, sometimes light, sometimes shadow,It was always reflecting mirrors,We never metThis is the last day of youThe last day of me The world has endedit never formedA relict, that was never aliveBut vivid memoryAnd imaginationIn which we were phantoms,Seeking, chasing each… Continue reading The End

eMinor

This pure expression of vibrancydoesn’t careif its beauty is recognizedWhen there’s no ideahow it has to beThere’s justAlivenessPervading No name,no notionthat can meet itIt needs no validationto be,no reasonno goal It needs nothing to be everything. When you feel touched,there might be a sensation,like joyA bittersweet melancholyAn open, vibrating heart.Pulsation. Some sensationsyou might not likelike… Continue reading eMinor

What does it mean?

Meaning is part of the creation of the mind. Inherently, life has probably no meaning that can be fathomed. However, biological beings seem to be driven by survival instincts. Nature appears to be very raw when it comes to reproduction and food choices. Via the brains, these mysterious organs of humanoid organic beings, impressive minds… Continue reading What does it mean?

Passing

The heaviness will turn into lightness,leaving the narrow system of identity.attachment to the feeling will dissolve slowlyLiberation from the story,and those feelings become thendelicious,a source of intensity and creativity, of diving deeply without drowning.intensely alive with whatever does expressand all the colors are perceived and experienced with – sometimes bizarre – delightas they already start… Continue reading Passing

Doorwall

You walk through this door, and you are certain, there is a door, to get in, to get out, to get through. The path seemed so clear, what was clearly your soul, your spirit tribe, guided you, prepared you, since incarnations. You heard, you answered the call. It could not lead to any other place,… Continue reading Doorwall

Annihilation

I’m losing itForgot my nameMy rootsThe causeWhere did it all start?Where do I begin?When what whyBelongBecome Birth, a mother’s memory, long goneDeath, dissolution that has already happenedA story, that already ended while it is toldThis present moment is ever a relic Forever chased, forever left behindFutile attempts to grasp itBut it does not existA phantom… Continue reading Annihilation