There is some heaviness looking through your eyes,How could it have come so far?How could you just have not seen it?Where does your surprise come from?It was always in sight, always close.You just didn’t dare to face it.Attached yourself to dreams and an imaginary futureHypnotized yourself into the illusion of free will and controlDriven by… Continue reading Momentum
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Testimony #I
I have never really aimed for anything in “this world”. I never really felt any meaning or purpose in this existence. It was heavy, sad, depressing, downweighing. Humans were no beings to trust, no matter how much I loved them, or how dependent I was on their love. Also, I was a human. When I… Continue reading Testimony #I
Memento Mori
There you stand, aware of your mortalityEverything you are, you have built up, you have createdIs dedicated to deathThe unknown transition, inherently transientImpermanence is the very nature of your whole existence Everything you are is borrowedYour memory, your identity, your bodyEvery atom of your bodyThey are not yoursThey shift from one shape into anotherFrom aeon,… Continue reading Memento Mori
Fading
Living for the future When tomorrow hits Never Searching for significance, passing through time Never arriving anywhere Nowhere to go, to escape No answer Just this Creation and creatures Dancing through the vast space of mind and imagination Shared reality, dream of separation Emerging and expanding like a bubble Bursting Trying to hide in impermanence… Continue reading Fading
You are
You are nature,in human form,not just a part of nature.Born from the Great Motherwhose name you have forgottenEngaging in the fall of a civilisationAs having been there already beforeIn cyclesSince eonsRise and fallGrowth and decayBirth and deathCycle of life Bits shift to the stars,Bits remain as a testimony for your children I’m with you, mother,I… Continue reading You are
Just a Visitor
Not from here, not from thereComing from nowhere,Never going anywhereEmerging from no ground,from anything into nothing,remains it finally unnamed. Never rooted here, never thereTransient motion and form,merging into volatile manifestation,a dissolving dream.I don’t belong anywhereAttachment teaches about pain,When transience changes and takes awayWhat became so familiar,surrender Sensation sparkling up for a second,all there is,to be… Continue reading Just a Visitor
Chasing Phantoms
The gaze follows a shadow, in diverse gray. It leads into a blurred memory, a presumed origin of existence. Long ago, the shadow was given a name. A name, full of expectation for an imaginary future. For an idea to manifest in flesh and blood. This idea, this name, this expectation became personality, identity. Identity… Continue reading Chasing Phantoms
Glowing
After the rain washed away the dirt from todayA golden fire is burningLast clouds are dissipatingCarrying memory from the storms of yesterdayMemoriesof birth and deathLife amidst allEmerging in time, spaceAnd beyondVast are youTranscending all boundariesTo take presence in allThere is And in your very transienceYou are the eternal forceThat washes away yesterdayAnd makes tomorrow a… Continue reading Glowing
Ready
I’m living on the edge of nothingness. I’m tired, tired of engaging, participating in any temporary illusionary phenomena, no matter to which idea they may belong. There’s just no desire for anything, anymore. Just breathing, sensing movement, vibration, pulse, sound. Awareness. This tiredness is not of heavy nor lethargic nature, don’t get me wrong. It’s… Continue reading Ready
Awakening from Trauma
Gabor Maté is one of the most inspiring and wise professionals for me when it’s about trauma and its effects on cultural and individual health/condition. His wisdom and knowledge were a light shining through the darkness of my subconscious while processing and releasing childhood and epigenetic trauma. In the video below he refers especially to… Continue reading Awakening from Trauma