Face me!I am a raging wildfireblindly destroying.Pain for pain, eye for an eye,lethal revenge.I am cold hatred, that will paralyse youAnd freeze you to death,Toxic lava, running through your veins,that will roll over you,scorch every inch of your skin,of your mindbury you, all of youunder furious fires Ignore me, and I will slowly turninto cancerdeep… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Wrath
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Seven Deadly Sins – Sloth
I don’t remember when exactlyBut I drownedThere’s just a light memoryOf vibrancy, of curiosityAnd then it turned into a heavy block,Black painted oblivionSuppression, depressiontied around my legs pulling me downTied around my throatSo I just can breathe as much as to survive It all turned into pointlessnessI don’t careI don’t feel anythingutter dullnessI’ve lost itI’m… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Sloth
Seven Deadly Sins – Greed
It has never been enough,not me, not for me.Everything I hoard,possess, obsessEverything I amCarries the signature of scarcity I needI need a lotI crave a lotI’m a beggarA thiefI was not born like thisI was raised by beggars, thievesFrom a lineage of scarcitySubstantial, threatening emptinessfor them, abundance is all about possession I adhere to, I… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Greed
Certainty
Shifting, here, thereoverwhelming is the unknownScared, you face how everything gets out of controlSurrender, resistance?You have no choiceInside you is a warWhere do I belong to?It takes youAnd wherever it takes youYou areYou can not be anywhere elseNo other time And based on your belief and conditioningThe place you are defines what isRight and wrong… Continue reading Certainty
Seven Deadly Sins – Gluttony
The center of emptinessBut there is no centerIt’s a bottomless holeThe utter terror of unheard needsdeprived of loving nurture and a warm environmentborn into starvationIt’s swallowing me for as long as I rememberSo I succumb and gulp down everything I getWithout discernmentPain, memory, sensation, attentionof all kinds All-you-can-eat the garbage I feed myself withto surviveself-hatred,… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Gluttony
Awakening is
illusionDressed in narratives around truthIlluminationand consciousnessseparating the light from the shadowNow you see the truth,Unveiled But truth isjust another narrativeAs is revelationInterpretation of informationgetting namedworded into knowledgecreating new storylines Giving meaning to what is inherently insignificantRealization of the abundance of narrativesA fractal image, fathomlessThe hope to get out of the illusionOf separation,Expanding consciousnessUnionShatteredNeither is there… Continue reading Awakening is
Seven Deadly Sins – Lust
Endless craving for satisfaction, Losing myself in the chase for sensationEscapingSeparationI cannot stopBreathlessTake me higherThere is no groundThere is no limit So is my emptinessSo is my loneliness give me pleasuregive me gratificationgive me love Whatever you are Desire is what keeps me aliveIn motiontakes me from one diversion to the nextsurvivalto escape the absorbing,… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Lust
Seven Deadly Sins
Here I am now. I am all, alone. Naked and vulnerable. Thrown out of paradise, into a wild, yet unknown and cold world: the primal trauma – waking up into the illusion of separation. Out of abundance and oneness into scarcity. If I cannot thrive, I have to survive. I am trauma. I am sin.… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins
Momentum
There is some heaviness looking through your eyes,How could it have come so far?How could you just have not seen it?Where does your surprise come from?It was always in sight, always close.You just didn’t dare to face it.Attached yourself to dreams and an imaginary futureHypnotized yourself into the illusion of free will and controlDriven by… Continue reading Momentum
Testimony #I
I have never really aimed for anything in “this world”. I never really felt any meaning or purpose in this existence. It was heavy, sad, depressing, downweighing. Humans were no beings to trust, no matter how much I loved them, or how dependent I was on their love. Also, I was a human. When I… Continue reading Testimony #I