In the Face of Fall

You look into her eyes and try, try to read anything. Anything you could understand. Her eyes are deep like the dark night, but there is a raging fire in their black abyss. You can barely see it, as it is almost entirely absorbed by the darkness. Unknown depths swallowing what has been seen, what… Continue reading In the Face of Fall

Awakening from Freedom

Freedom…is – not. No such thing as freedom exist. It’s an idea, a dream, an imagination, a fairy tale. In modern culture, freedom is the greatest of all illusions, attached to something like free will, free choice, to do what one wants. to consume what one desires. Freedom means to be able to fulfill desire.… Continue reading Awakening from Freedom

Seven Deadly Sins – Pride

I amThis is meLook, what I amAbove it all,Above you allThe epitome of better, of moreSuperior, completion I know it, I know it all, reallyI can tell youJust follow meWithout a doubt in my greatnessMy beautyOtherworldyNowhere to reach me,No one can reach me.I’m high, I’m so high I’ll tell you, just listenDon’t talk, don’t question.Just… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Pride

Mystery

I am a mystery to myselfI do not know who I am anymoreDirection disappearedJust one isI am aliveLife breathes through meDeeply wanted, for I do exist.But my existence is unknown.  I am not the name I respond to when spoken to.I am not a person behind the name, only a phantom.There is no identity.I do… Continue reading Mystery

Nothing exceeds

Just let itstopBestillfor this momentOne momentAll, one momentNowThe thought stream passesSurrender the fightResistanceLet it all goLet it all beRight, wrongnothing is right, nothing is wrongNothing to achieveNothing to surviveNowhere to arrive Everything is lostTo this one momentTo abundant presenceA sanctuaryLoss is the gateNothing to hold onStill carried Uncertainty is the ground on which everything growsTransience… Continue reading Nothing exceeds

No escape from this

You cannot. Resist. Resist me. I see that you try. Try to defy. To not allow this deep, uncontrollable, subtle longing to take hold of you. That drives you directly towards me. That would drive you to surrender. Surrender something that is not fathomable for you. Unfathomably mesmerizing. Dominating. Beyond the stereotypical understanding of dominance.… Continue reading No escape from this

Seven Deadly Sins – Envy

Tremendously flawedis how you feel essentiallyUnworthinessfaces you in the mirrorBeauty belongs to the otherFortune belongs to the otherJoy belongs to the otherYou are separated from it allExclusion makes you want to spoil itExcluded, not exclusiveare youNot for youNot youNot enoughDeserve itIt echoes from the chambers of the past Painfully you noticeAll you crave, all you… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Envy

Dark wolf

You have entered the space, in which you have already existed before.It’s a dark place, not all eyes can see here, can see you.It’s a place of struggling, not because of the strugglebut because of the inability to see, to recognize.Unknown are you, in the darkness. Blindness turns into fear.And if you come close you… Continue reading Dark wolf