There is an excitement inside youYou cannot fathomIt makes you kind of uncomfortable,While it strangely arouses youYour whole body is vibratingYour cells are pulsatingYou hear melodies coming to your earsFrom a depth that has no directionYou don’t understand a word, but the sound is familiarAnthems that have been buried deeply under oblivionAncient memory that has… Continue reading Instant #2 – off/grid
Author: sim1
The Power of No
How many times have you bought with a Yesaffiliationbelongingattachment to a groupa tribeacknowledgmentValidation How often has your Yes been a false compromiseA fake agreementA lie to yourselfDelusionA self-hypnosisA dealBetrayal What was assumed to be freedomwas rather lived desire,rooted in need,addiction,survival You know the demons of No Which you encountered asneglectrejectiondenial Those demonsdrawing an imaginary linebetween… Continue reading The Power of No
Instant #1
Running out of timein the paradigmConfusing figures boostnarrowing the horizonSynchronizing the mindscapesInto one patternOne mask – shared individuallyNew union – divided and conquered In lockstep
In the Face of Fall
You look into her eyes and try, try to read anything. Anything you could understand. Her eyes are deep like the dark night, but there is a raging fire in their black abyss. You can barely see it, as it is almost entirely absorbed by the darkness. Unknown depths swallowing what has been seen, what… Continue reading In the Face of Fall
Awakening from Freedom
Freedom…is – not. No such thing as freedom exist. It’s an idea, a dream, an imagination, a fairy tale. In modern culture, freedom is the greatest of all illusions, attached to something like free will, free choice, to do what one wants. to consume what one desires. Freedom means to be able to fulfill desire.… Continue reading Awakening from Freedom
Seven Deadly Sins – Pride
I amThis is meLook, what I amAbove it all,Above you allThe epitome of better, of moreSuperior, completion I know it, I know it all, reallyI can tell youJust follow meWithout a doubt in my greatnessMy beautyOtherworldyNowhere to reach me,No one can reach me.I’m high, I’m so high I’ll tell you, just listenDon’t talk, don’t question.Just… Continue reading Seven Deadly Sins – Pride
The Dark Shade
Depression is a dark shadow, a veil over my eyes. It is like heavy concrete blocks on my legs, paralyzing and dragging me down into the devouring abyss. It is a very manifestation of separation – I am all alone. I am abandoned. You have hurt me, you have abandoned me. Whoever you might be.… Continue reading The Dark Shade
Mystery
I am a mystery to myselfI do not know who I am anymoreDirection disappearedJust one isI am aliveLife breathes through meDeeply wanted, for I do exist.But my existence is unknown. I am not the name I respond to when spoken to.I am not a person behind the name, only a phantom.There is no identity.I do… Continue reading Mystery
Nothing exceeds
Just let itstopBestillfor this momentOne momentAll, one momentNowThe thought stream passesSurrender the fightResistanceLet it all goLet it all beRight, wrongnothing is right, nothing is wrongNothing to achieveNothing to surviveNowhere to arrive Everything is lostTo this one momentTo abundant presenceA sanctuaryLoss is the gateNothing to hold onStill carried Uncertainty is the ground on which everything growsTransience… Continue reading Nothing exceeds
No escape from this
You cannot. Resist. Resist me. I see that you try. Try to defy. To not allow this deep, uncontrollable, subtle longing to take hold of you. That drives you directly towards me. That would drive you to surrender. Surrender something that is not fathomable for you. Unfathomably mesmerizing. Dominating. Beyond the stereotypical understanding of dominance.… Continue reading No escape from this