The silence is deceptive,
You think you are there now,
You got it
You have made your home
And the ground appears secure
Time seems to have halted,
Conserving this illusion of permanence
Now
Your determination and intention are your currency
You did the work
You paid the bills
There has to be equilibrium
You lean back and look into the future
For the first time in your life
It seems clear
You made it
You deserve it
This is arrival
This is relief
Life has to stop now
The world a safe paradise
No more wars
Decline and death just nightmares of memory
Only love, only light
Darkness banished
Your guards are set
To defend this accomplished peace
That life might intrude
Your defense is wide awake
You are awake
You sense every movement
That disturbs the so securely constructed pattern
That rings the alarm of past life memory
You have to avoid, at any cost
You paid the bills
Life must not go on like this
Life must go on like this
Pattern plan
Scheduled peace
Freedom
Prison
You can’t get out
The touch of the volatile
Of permeation
Alluring you into this raw, undivided aliveness
That invades your so cautiously built-up fragile structures
Just don’t shake them
Don’t make them vibrate
Don’t disturb
Don’t creep under my skin
Don’t breathe through me
Don’t make my heart beat
Don’t make me feel
Don’t
Don’t
